Saturday, March 23, 2019

Safe in the hands of God


This is my story, but not a recent one. This really relates to daily stress, and my cancer battle I’ve been going though for the past 631 days. God is good all the time, and all the time God is good.
I wish I had been able to take a picture, I was at the store today, and a poor little bird was inside trying her best to get out through the big window at the front of the store. It was so very frightened, banging into the glass over and over, and each time falling down. I was able to gently pick it up with both hands, and carry it outside. The sweet thing is, I think it knew I was helping it, it relaxed in my hands. With tears I walked outside, and set it down, it flew away quickly. It reminds me of how many times in my life I'm frantic, despite for answers, trying to solve things on my own. Stumpling, making mistakes. When the simple solution should be, to let the Saviors hands guide me, to let him lead me to that safe place. This REALLY makes me think of how I have had to put my Faith and Trust in God. I’ve had people ask me, how do you put so much faith in your doctors who are treating you, how do you trust that they’re making right decisions for you life??? To me it’s very simply put. My life is not in the hands of those doctors, but my doctors and I are in the hands of the all mighty Master Physican that is in charge of my life. I am trusting in him that he is guiding my doctors and that I am “safe” in God’s hand alone, and nothing else. I am a daughter of the King of Kings and He loves me, and you as if we were His only child in the world!

Sunday, March 17, 2019

Sometimes teachable moments are NOT funny!



Sometimes teachable moments are NOT funny! Two teenage girl were walking behind me this afternoon openly making fun of my hair and my bald spot on the back of my head! When I turned to walk down an isle, I turned around, smiled and looked at them and said “I’m fighting cancer, just so you know”. I’m not posting this for attention or to have anyone feel sorry for me. I think God was using me to teach them a lesson. Since my head was shaved in July 2017, I haven’t been embarrassed by my hair loss. I earned my bald head by 5+ months of chemo and 10 days of whole head radiation. I’m saying all that to say, my hair loss isn’t a big deal to me. But to some ladies it is and this could have been very very hurtful to some. Maybe next time these girls won’t be so quick to laugh and make fun!


Saturday, March 16, 2019

Blessing others blesses my heart


I always want to be a blessing. And I want to be a encouragement and blessing to others going through a hard time. I want to bless others as I have be so mightily blessed by God

Breast cancer tries to make me weak..Faith in God makes me strong

Not quite T-Shirt weather! But I couldn’t get through any day without the strength I get from God, and the faith and trust as I put my life into His hands! God is so good all the time, and all the time God is Good! I’m a walking, talking and breathing miracle!

Safe in the hands of God

This is my story, but not a recent one. This really relates to daily stress, and my cancer battle I’ve been going though for the past 631 ...